Its so hard to believe how one can be so attached to someone they’ve know for only two weeks. Yes two weeks! These two weeks felt like 2years. I could reflect myself in her. She’s just that motivation I needed. The candle lighter when wondering myself in such hallow and helpless thoughts of my souls.
Who would have thought such amazement could end in an instant. Two words could end our chapter. A text could be the end of our friendship. Opinions could bring the worst in us. Interpretations of our thoughts could be so hurting and painful. Unneccessary expressed feelings could bring such overreaction. Unexpressed neccessary feelings shattered.
If only she know my woords came from a good heart , but they came out so wrongly. My humbleness was plain rude to her soul. The ruddiness of her presennce is filled with transparence of cold-ice.
Yesterday as I shared my desires and fantasies with her. Today I share tears because I could no longer share my thoughts with her. Lastnight I could smile because she could text back, tonight I’m just sadden by her disappearance . The only choice here was mine, but her actions left me hurting.
Lesson: When building a friendship, pride and arrogance should be buried in the foundation.
What is good for me might not be good for you. But my love for you stands still.