So close i know i am
but so far away i feel
happy yet so sad
satisfied and unsatistified at the same time
im so strong but weak and confused
i can cry both tears of joy and sadness
deep pain and anguish
the screams i make are sounds of both jubilation and anxiety
im scared though courageous
how can i be surrounded by many yet feel so alone
im deserted with so many people in my life
no one needs me anymore
im so useless to everyone
have never been useful or important?
it seems i have to face the world alone
thank you Father God that You are so near You promised to never leave nor forsake me.